Be My Escape-Reliant K lyrics

I've given up on givin up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention it's my last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away

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And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside this house all while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing where to go, I promise I'm going because
I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
I'm beggin You, I'm beggin you, I'm beggin you to be my escape

I've givin up on doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
He's shown me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I'll admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace that it makes life not fair

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though there's no way in knowing where to go I promise I'm going because
I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get out of here
I'm beggin you, I'm beggin you, I'm beggin you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm askin is for You to do want You can with me
But I can't ask You togive what You already gave

chorus

I fought you for so long
I should've let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You